Monday, October 1, 2012

Lost in limbo

Well, been a while since i have seen my GI doc.   Waiting for Medicare to kick in or Medicaid or something, because the insurance we have is caca.
We have to re-apply for medicare here in a few days and try it again.  I guess we are just going to make this a routine, as soon as we get denied, go apply again.  What are they gonna do, tell us no? *lol*

If we bug them enough maybe things will come around.   My Gi doc is at a standstill, wants to start treatment for the Hep C, but we cant until insurance kicks in and covers the cost.

Sleep has been off and on the past few days.  Today i feel run down, but did manage to get a few hours sleep.   Although here is its 2am and im wide awake... good thing for movies on youtube. Because out normal tv stations all 6 of them suck about this time of night.

We were going to go to church last night, but just wasn't feeling up to it. I bet they are beginning to wonder if we abandoned them.. but with any luck things will get back to normal and we will show up next sunday. This week is revival and they are having sermons every night till wensday, but not sure i want to go then. Im not a people person, usually lots of new people show up then.  Kind of like holliday's. You will never see me at a church on a holliday.  Its just something i dont do.. to many show up, the only day of the year they go, the place is packed and you look around and wonder who all the new faces are, when you ask, you are told they are members from way back...  to me thats just not right.  So i avoid hollidays, mainly so i dont have to hold my tongue and end up saying something i shouldnt. I know me... i probably would.

Jordi was wound yesterday, lil nut, she was funny as heck, just all sorts of cutting up and having fun. Thats my snuggle bug. Enjoy it while i can before she outgrows it like her brother.

well gona run for now. sorry its such a boring read lately, my mind has been elsewhere. To many things to think about and worry about.  Hope if you are reading this you are doing good.

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