I wish i would have started this a year ago. But i will try to post a day by day even if its just something small to keep everyone up to date on what is going on.
Today.. I HURT.. not sure why, but i woke up in some real pain this morning and it has not gone away yet. Although that is nothing unusual, i get those days. Its around 10pm, Delilah is sleeping and has been for a couple of hours, she works early in the morning and passes out half way through the evening. Cant say i blame her. Sadly i do to some days and i don't do much.
Time for another morphine pill. then off to bed, the kids are at their dad's and i have to go get them tomorrow at 1pm. Some weeks its a battle to wake up in time. So i try to get as much sleep the day before so i will be awake in time. I am not sure how school is going to work this year, a real worry for me. I hope i am able to get up every morning and get them going and off to school. But some days i don't wake up, some days i sleep until 3pm some days (very few) i sleep till 6pm. Part of the condition. Some times i go 3 days with no sleeping.. its a guessing game as to what tomorrow will bring, but at least i am here to experience it.. good or bad.
Ok, so that is it for tonight. This is where you can find the updated and info and ramblings of my shattered lil brain. when i get the urge i will post as things hit me and try to at least get a daily update. So bookmark this site and check back.
Love ya
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