The County Fair is in town....

The kids had a blast, they got the same as every year, we buy the arm bands that give them unlimited rides,  we were probably there for about 4 hours.  Which was about all i could take, i was hurting bad when we finally got home. But they had fun and that is what counts. Myself, i hate going to places like that, to crowded , to long of lines and to many rude people.  The things you do for kids.

I woke up this morning and crawled out of bed , literally , all that walking around has put me in some pain. So now i sit half drugged up and still hurting, i have gone from the bed to the couch, and one trip to the bathroom and one to the kitchen.. thats in the past 3 hours. I dont plan on moving much at all today.

The kids start school tuesday, they are not totally excited about it. But its that time of year.  Now we get to face the battles of homework and grades.  I just hope this year Jordi has adjusted more to me being sick and her scores come up.

Last year at the end of the school year, we had the teachers conference, and jordi's grades had started dropping a little and her progress leels had stop going up and were just a flat line.  We were sitting there talking to the teacher and i was looking over her progress charts and realised that her progress levels stooped going up the same time i got sick and was diagnosed. It kind of hit hard, i had to fight to keep the tears back and im not the type to do that, but it hit hard that i was having that much of a effect on her.

I really do worry about her, she is my little snuggle bug, always right beside, or on top of me, sitting on my lap. If things do go wrong i am not sure how it is going to effect her. Has me worried for her future.

Our birthdays are 2 days apart, so in a lot of ways we are alike. I love our long conversations when it is just her and i sitting around, not that what she is saying is important, or the topic is anything, but the fact that she is so intent and involved when she is telling her stories.

Alec is older, and a boy and not into the all gushy huggy type stuff, and so far my health has not caused much of a issue with him. But snuggle bug i worry about.

Have to figure out whats for dinner.. get so tired of food, why havent they invented that pill yet. would make things much easier when you just dont feel like it.

ok, may update later, but for now, this is it.